The First Update

The other day my psychology professor said, "you can't know how it felt to be a freshman in high school anymore because that person is dead." And in the case of my blogging, he is absolutely (though kind of sadly for me) correct. All of the new experiences and new friends that I met at the beginning of the year that I was planning on blogging about...can no longer be accurately recorded because my perception of said events have most likely changed since being first perceived (or maybe that's just my academic scapegoat of a reason not to go back and blog about everything I wanted to...so I can stop ignoring my blog and actually start posting).

I feel like I've moved out of the "college as a hotel/vacation" stage and feel very much more grounded in things now. I know where my lectures are, I know where to get my grilled cheese and occasional cereal at the dining hall, I know how to efficiently get ready in 20 minutes (just like old times...including a shower, might I add), and I know how to do my laundry. Generally, I feel like I've adjusted to college life, but there's still that inkling feeling of college as "not-real-life." I still catch myself thinking, "when camp's over and I'm home...I can't wait to see my family and lounge around on the couch" or waking up and expecting to see my "old room" back home. Nevertheless, I absolutely love it here at ND and only become more and more assured that I am exactly where I should be at this point in my life. This means that, even when I'm walking to calculus at 8:27 am in 28 degree weather (it's ONLY november!!!) after sleeping much less than the healthy number of hours, I look around and am so grateful and blessed to be a part of the Notre Dame family and experience.

So here's a quick list of updates on my experiences thus far (might I remind you that I still don't enjoy merely listing events or daily activities in my blog and I'm sure you don't enjoy reading a long list, but I thought this one time would be forgivable).

NDSO: during the first couple of weeks at ND, I auditioned for the ND Symphony Orchestra and made it in. I'm towards the back of the first violins and I love it. Though I miss all of my close friends in orchestra (especially being able to laugh when Jenny and I mess up) and the family-feeling of orchestra, I still love being in orchestra and the fast-paced and advanced level of a more real college symphony. We have our first real concert this Friday.

FIDES: I joined a faith-based group through campus ministry that meets once a week in small groups and once a month in a large group with a guest speaker. Unfortunately I can never make it to listen to the guest speaker because I'm busy reacting really awesome chemicals and calculating fantastic percent yields in chem lab (poor attempt at sarcasm, sorry), but the small groups are a lot of fun.

Center For Social Concerns: I got accepted to a program that seeks to educate and reveal the truths about "Urban Poverty and Homelessness" as well as immersing you in that type of atmosphere for a month. I felt especially called to this CSC seminar because the week-long immersion is in Portland during my last week of winter break. My once a week extra classes for this seminar start next week and I am super excited to meet my group and learn about urban development together.

Psychology: Not sure if this deserves its own special bolded subtitle, but since being here I've become even more interested and convinced that I should pursue a double major in biological sciences and psychology. Though I am still in a "exclusive relationship" with becoming a trauma surgeon someday, I can't deny my love and passion for psychology. I've been looking more and more into opportunities in neuroscience, neuropsychology, and behavioral psychology. I'm hoping to contact a professor about joining his lab on circadian rhythms sometime within this next week.

Fall Frolic: My dorm (Walsh Hall), aside from being the best dorm on campus, is holding its annual fall frolic dance this Friday that is "Catholic school-girl themed." I'm not super sure about what that is going to entail or what I'm going to wear, but I hear it's fun?

Turning over a new leaf: So all of those beautiful leaves that were in bloom a couple of weeks ago are now all over the ground, and consequently in need of pick up. While I thoroughly regret not taking more pictures of campus during the most beautiful "fall" I've ever experienced, I am excited about raking leaves for the elderly in the South Bend community on Saturday because (1) it helps out the people who may not be able to rake their own leaves anymore and (2) we get to jump in the leaves!

So I hope that fantastic list of stuff (that is probably missing a lot of other stuff that's been going on) can satiate you rabid readers for now...

-Yours truly